Oliver Kwek. Bedok View Sec School, member of 4e1'2008. Currently studying at Temasek Junior College, member of CG12/09. Member of TENDAYS,INC. Just wanna eat and sleep. To view around, please click the respective post-its. Thank you. =)
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Arriving school with the sun rising in the sky, going home with the moon shining in the night.
Damn, i have been reaching home at about 8pm ever since monday till thursday. And what do i do when i go home? Prepare tutorials. And when i have not even finished reading my lecture notes, my eyes have already surrendered. Shit.
And very fortunately, i have tests next week and the following week. I wonder how i am going to survive the next weeks of my life. I am sure that the march holidays won't be a holiday again for this year. i am already quite used to going without march holidays ever since sec 3.
Now i have a real big concern. I don't know if i am in band or some other ccas. I was kinda of distracted during chem lecture when xinyun smsed me that she didn't see my name in the bandlist. I really wonder what cca i am in if i am not in band. If i ain't in band, then what i can say is that, my past weeks of time in band has been wasted, ESPECIALLY MY SATURDAYS T.T. The opportunity cost of going to band practices is missing other cca trials, and studying. So is my marginal costs more than my marginal benefit? I think, no, i am sure that my whole heart will sink if i am not in the band. Haiz, plus the other j1s in the band seem to be better than me. I really don't know what to do now. I went for band fiesta, auditions, trials and in the end, i am not selected into band. i really don't know what the future holds for me. All i can do right now, is to wait for the bandlist to be up on monday to see if i am in the band.
Another concern, is that i have lots of things waiting for me to clear, practically everything. Plus, my saturday afternoon has already been taken up by band, what a shedule indeed. So SUNDAY IS A HOLY-DAY, like what john told me. argh, i really don't know what's my next step. I really want to have a few free days when i can really sit down and settle every little thing. Well, i know its impossible.Labels: f**k
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